| Dear Friends: |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|10:56 pm] |
| [ | I'm in this kind of mood |
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I hate you. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2004|12:16 pm] |
| [ | I'm in this kind of mood |
| |  bored | ] |
I haven't written in here for a while. That's okay, livejournal sucks. School has been...school. I went to a show last night and somehow spent my money before the show, so I didn't have enough to get in. I saw a lot of people I hadn't seen for a while and met a lot of new people so that was fun. Then some guy who was pretty hot...he was in his 20's I'm sure, came up to me and asked me if I was in his hotel room a couple nights ago. I said no..because unfortunately I wasn't. Me and Jen stood outside until Leftover Crack started and then we went over to the side door and watched them, the roadie's offered us marijuana. She tried to climb over the bars, but couldn't fit through. So we went around to the front and stood there for a few minutes until I figured out how to open the gate. So I did, and we ran inside. I don't think they saw us, we we're only in there for 10 or 15 minutes but it was a cool little while. Then we all left. Earlier we had gone to Carl's Jr. and I bought a homeless lady a burger. She better have eaten it. I've been sick the past two weeks or so. I think I've got croup or something...whatever I gave my niece. Oh Jen, you have croup:Croup is characterized by a loud cough that resembles the barking of a seal. |
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| candy rules. |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|12:23 am] |
| [ | I'm in this kind of mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | The Tune In My Head |
| | dead kennedys-halloween. or something. | ] |
so today has been a nice crock of shit. livejournal is dumb so i only write in it when i have something important to say or to complain about that no one else cares about. so today my sister left me at home with my dad. so me and my dad went to goodwill. michelle called me and asked for casey's phone number but that didnt work out. so i was like yay more people hanging out with out me cool!i tried to call back but it didnt work so i had my dad drive to the max stop. i asked if i could go but my dad was being a fucking faggot and he said i couldn't. he said it was because it was three o'clock but that's a shitty reason. i know it was because he doesn't want me hanging out with michelle which is gay. she's really the only friend i have that's a girl that i keep in touch with often. he won't let me hangout with boys without parents home because he probably thinks i'll have sex with all of them. i won't. most of them wouldn't have sex with me. god i hate parents. they tell me 'oh i just want you to be happy' but they aren't making me happy. i'm done with the drinking. till im out of the house. school doesn't make me happy. and it's not going to make me happy in the future. all i need is my ged. so many people think that if you dont go to college you wont get a career and make a lot of money, and if you dont have a lot of money then you wont be happy. but im not a materialistic person. i can be, when it comes to music and stuff, but i dont need shit like that. wasting money and four years of my life to have a lot of money i wouldn't even use is pointless. my dad, is a hippie and a failure. my mom is a materialistic person who wants a nice house, a white picket fence, a garden, a nice home, and a perfect daughter. my parents should divorce. im not like either of them. i want to live my way, and i would be happy living that way, but they dont understand that. i hate school. ive been there two days and i hate it.just because of bullshit classes like math and pe. grah. i just want to dropout now, get my ged when im sixteen, get a job till im 18. then work at hot topic (yeah go ahead give me shit for it but atleast i could listen to good music there. and if i worked there long enough i could be the manager and rule the world) and live in an apartment with a couple friends (michelle..and whoever). that would be fine. everything is such bullshit. everything in life we do is pointless. so many people grow up and work to live up to a certain expectation. how many people actually die happy? centennial high school is fucking lame. the security guards are assholes. we cant go into the halls during lunch so the cafeteria is all crowded and stuffy. im going to see if i can be homeschooled. because public schools are a joke. |
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| i kind of wish i would die. |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|10:30 pm] |
| [ | I'm in this kind of mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | The Tune In My Head |
| | black flag. | ] |
i'm not being all emo or whatever. but i'm just so fucking bored. i've been sitting at home the past week or two watching tv and eating. i think i'm smarter than ever. i'm so bored i can't wait until school starts. i hate tv. and i hate it here. GHALRJA(L%JA. jesus christ. i have nothing left in my head so i dont even know what to say. so i sit there for a minute and then write something lame. i'm going to cry if i don't go anywhere soon. so my second mom went into labor today. yay. i hope it isn't ugly. i don't like ugly babies. jesus. i haven't smoked for....almost two weeks. i'm going insane. if anyone wants to bring me movies to watch that would be cool. grease maybe. on dvd. because i'm too rich for a vhs player. so dvd's only. i've been like...freaking out over that light brown hard stain on the carpet in the living room. cooking food because i'm bored is fun. then i dont eat it...i just...put it in the fridge. yes. that's fun. i'm going to look for some fun new online thing..like myspace. but maybe there's a cooler one. yes. |
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| sympathy for kyle. |
[Aug. 21st, 2004|12:52 am] |
| [ | I'm in this kind of mood |
| |  nauseated | ] |
| [ | The Tune In My Head |
| | no music. i just smell really fucking bad. | ] |
i'm sorry kyle :(
so today i woke up and cleaned. that was fun. then i went to babies r' us with my sister to register her for the baby. then i came home and ate and then went to nate's and hung out until we left for the show. we were late. kyle got arrested :( i'm sorry kyle :( that was terrible. that was a fun show other than that. and i didn't even drink.
yay for me. and no more smoking for me. i think. that's a lie. well, oh. there were some emo boys and i put on this sticky lip gloss and kissed the outside of the window where they were sitting when me and michelle got off. that was fun. i ran away like a little girl and i was giggling.
ME AND MICHELLE ARE FUNNY. FUNNY AS SOMETHING THAT IS REALLY FUNNY. if you don't think so you are as wrong as wrong can be.
more sympathy for kyle. |
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[Aug. 20th, 2004|01:19 am] |
take the beer commercials' advice. drink responsibly. come on guys. i let you come and drink at my house and you make my pool leak and spit on my ceiling?
tonight were gonna fuck shit up, real good mother fucker.
okay. only do that if you're in your own fucking house. don't fuck up someone else's house. thanks for spilling beer on my carpet. i realize it was an accident but i'll be lucky if i get away with that. i'd like to thank everyone who helped me clean up. but i'd like to actually thank, non sarcastically, the people who offered to help me, but because i'm one of those people that likes to get things done myself, i declined your help. i can't remember everyone who did but i know tylar did, james, jennifer, and juston. i think that's it.
what's the point of being drunk or high? i mean really. sure you have fun. but other than that, what's the point? im not saying be straight edge. but you dont have to be drunk every fucking day of the year.
so here goes some government whining. but i won't whine too much because i'd rather go get something done about it. so does anyone know that half of the people on welfare aren't even legal american citizens?
this pisses me off. i don't work but it pisses me off for those hard working americans who get taxes taken out of their paychecks for people who shouldn't be here. that money could be used for americans who actually need it, not immigrant assholes who come here because we're as open as a whore and will give you anything. that's what america is. one big fucking whore. we take in so many people and get nothing but bad in return. no more whining about that.
show tomorrow. i hope i can go. |
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| alright assholes, |
[Aug. 18th, 2004|05:20 pm] |
| [ | I'm in this kind of mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | The Tune In My Head |
| | rhcp-californication | ] |
tomorrow my parents are going to be gone, and then they'll be back the following day. are you thinking what im thinking? that's fucking right. a party. it cant get too crazy and shit because my neighbors are jesus freaks and they'll call the cops in a split second. if anyone has alcohol or weed, some good cd's or records, and wants to come hang out. let me know. talk to me on aim, katixc0re, again the oh is not an oh it's an ex. i'll give you my address or directions or whatever and yeah.
so i've been doing nothing. yesterday..what happened...nothing i think. oh me and casey and michelle went to a show and hung out there and that was fun. uh, then i listened to casey's cd's and i want them all. the beatles, red hot chili peppers, the varukers, exploited. blegh! then today i fixed a bunch of my shirts and a hole in my pants and now im sitting at the computer as usual. tomorrow i'm going to trevor's to get a trihawk type thing then i'll come back and have a party in this his-house. or something in the lines of that. but okay.
so, byob, or we can put money together and get some somehow. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2004|11:54 pm] |
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so today has been boring until casey came over. we're just hanging out watching movies and eating candy. that's right kyle, candy. uhm. well kyle turned me into a vegetarian. tylar don't call me bryce because if it were to have been his influence i would have been one a while ago. so way to go kyle. uhm. im going to try to get over to trevor's tomorrow for a trihawk. and ill also try to go to the show on friday but probably not because my parents are lame. whatever, bye. |
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| this is silly. |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|02:42 am] |
so silly that i had to put it in my livejournal because i love it just oh so much!
OH SNAPS YO x: the guy from yellowcard just stage dived
OH SNAPS YO x: what a queer
OH SNAPS YO x: does he not know hes in YELLOWCARD
OH SNAPS YO x: maybe he just got the urge to leap off the stage, then im hoping he realized hey im in an emo band |
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